Alliteration of the conflicted and complicated mind. e.g. my jibberish.

Hey!

2006-10-18T14:37:49Z

I'm back! Who gives a shit?

No one.

I'm late for class. Peace out assholes.

brandnizzle13 @ 2005-12-01T18:54:00

2005-12-01T23:55:05Z

I don't know if I feel like using LJ anymore. I already have a Myspace and a Facebook.

I might bring this back later though. Who knows.

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Hello Richmond.

2005-12-01T18:32:23Z

I landed the General Assembly internship with the VA CURE campaign. I'll be working on various issues of the VA Assembly '06.

Yay! This is going to look awesome on my application for law school!

Phone jazz.

2005-11-26T04:07:28Z

My phone is broken, but I don't want to use it anyway. If you would like to talk to me, I suggest that you send a letter to my house or send a messenger to my work. Either one will be fine. I probably won't respond anyway. All those I care to converse with have my home phone number, and if you don't, then you shouldn't have it.

Christmas list, to make your joyous shopping easier:

Plugs, preferably wood. Size 5/8in.
Kickass shoes. It would be awesome if they were bright green or burgandy. Women's size 9.
A generic calendar of a sort. Something corny and useless.
Anything that has anything to do with Cursive. You know I'm obsessed with Cursive.
Money to use to get tattooed.
Fragrance: Abercrombie & Fitch "8"
New clutch wallet.
Fancy purse of sorts.
Fancy sunglasses.
Any "Very Sexy" products by Victoria's Secret. They come in red bottles and smell aweeesome.
A watch. A sparkly one.
Anything with black cats on it.

Blah blah blah...be creative, buy me CD's, do whatever. In respect to music, as long as it's hardcore and it's cheesy, or if it's Cursive, chances are I like it.

It's time for me to go to bed. Working on Black Friday is no good. Then opening the day after Black Friday...heh. Torture.

brandnizzle13 @ 2005-11-23T10:42:00

2005-11-23T15:43:10Z

Darth Vader is tight as shit. Really.

brandnizzle13 @ 2005-11-19T18:14:00

2005-11-19T23:14:51Z

I saw Bright Eyes last night. AMAZING show, really. I worked all day today, and tonight I'm going to Richmond to see Harry Potter. YAY! Harry Potter!!!! FINALLY...I'm so freakin excited...

:-D

brandnizzle13 @ 2005-11-16T23:21:00

2005-11-17T04:22:31Z

My mom came home today and randomly started a conversation with me about American Nightmare. My mom's tight.

brandnizzle13 @ 2005-11-13T17:24:00

2005-11-13T22:31:03Z

I remember when my brothers and I were going to thank God for nitrous, cat-back exhausts, and our 20G turbo during grace one Thanksgiving. Whatever happened to us? We were all about the underground and then we fell apart. I miss the days when I was 16 and everyone thought I was lame for obsessing over motors, the fact that I picked leaves off of my windsheild wipers every morning, that I carried around technical manuals during study hall, and that I was a girl who swore she could top a lousy automatic Neon out at over a buck twenty. Kids now are lame. I miss the old days.

brandnizzle13 @ 2005-11-12T01:46:00

2005-11-12T06:47:07Z

I am:
12%
Republican.

"You're a tax-and-spend liberal democrat. People like you are the reason everyone else votes for guys like Reagan or George W."

Are You A Republican?

HAHA! not even. It's 12% off....I'm 100% liberal asshole.

haha..these are so damn ridiculous i want them

2005-11-12T02:45:43Z

brandnizzle13 @ 2005-11-11T14:15:00

2005-11-11T19:22:38Z

What if my grandma is dying? My mom has been gone for two days.

I think I have a repiratory infection and an ear infection. My lungs feel like they're drowning and my ear feels like shit.

I guess no one's okay.

brandnizzle13 @ 2005-11-10T21:34:00

2005-11-11T02:37:11Z

My grandma is down 6 quarts of blood. We're not sure what's going on now, but it has to be serious. The body only holds 9 quarts. To be down 6...

hopefully she'll be okay.

brandnizzle13 @ 2005-11-10T03:29:00

2005-11-10T08:31:20Z

God help us all...the lead singer of Creed went solo. That's just as fucking wretched as Creed.

Ugh. And I was hoping they all died, or something.

Class schedule

2005-11-08T04:17:55Z

ADJ 423 002 Const Law: Civ Rghts/Lib
ADJ 424 003 Const Law-Crim Proc/Rght
ADJ 405 001 Law & Just Around World
PHIL 100 001 Intro to Philosophy
ADJ 404 001 Crime Victims/Victimiztn

Two constitutional law classes. I should enjoy next semester, actually.

brandnizzle13 @ 2005-11-07T23:07:00

2005-11-08T04:07:49Z

Someone please make me feel better.

brandnizzle13 @ 2005-11-06T09:48:00

2005-11-06T14:51:50Z

I had a dream last night that my friend was dying so I took all of his plugs that were imported from Africa. Sweet.

I walked into a car the other day (yeah I know, I'm an idiot) and I seriously fucked up my hand. I think I bruised a bone of sorts.

So yeah, I have work again today. work work work work work I don't stop doing schoolwork, work, and homework. Fuckin' A.

I bought new clothes the other day. Hot shit. I already want more.

Time to go get ready for work. Bahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

brandnizzle13 @ 2005-11-02T01:47:00

2005-11-02T06:48:20Z

I want to sleep for the next three years. I'm so fucking tired. All of the time.

Mm. More Red Bull.

2005-11-01T17:17:16Z

I'm going to try to get tattooed this weekend. Depending on my paycheck, I am going to try.

Whew. Halloween is here.

2005-10-31T08:46:43Z

I accomplished some things this weekend. Went to work, did homework, almost finished my take-home midterm. I also went to a couple of shows and Richmond once.

Tomorrow (or today, rather) I'm going to wake up, do some more homework, go to class, and head back to Richmond for Halloween/Jason's birthday. I'll be back in nova sometime Tuesday (for work) and back in Stafford...sometime.

Ahh. I'm so happy. More cuddles and hanging out tomorrow. Love.

Hello sanity.

2005-10-30T06:29:34Z

Everything feels better. My midterm is coming together well, I think I can handle my workload, and I'm just not as freaked out about school as I was before.

I'm going to keep my head up. Things are going to turn around. I can do this.

Unimportant journal entry

2005-10-29T03:52:07Z

Work was crazy. I saw a lot of people I haven't seen in years. It was also busy to all hell and my feet are tired.

I'm sick and I miss my boyfriend. I'll be cuddling my pillow tonight for some sweet ass SLEEP action (not napping for 2 hours like I have every night for a couple weeks). So no one needs to blow up my cell tonight for any reason. I'm tired and I need a full night of rest.

I never get days off. Fuck.

2005-10-28T03:30:27Z

Sunday - Interviews on NOVA gangs - GMU - 1-5pm
Monday - Class 1:30-7:10pm/Richmond @ night for Halloween
Tuesday - Come back from rva, Work: 4-close
Wednesday - Class 1:30-10pm
Thursday - Work 5-close
Friday - Work: 11-3pm, NOVA gang research 5-9pm
Saturday - Work: 4-close

Help me.

2005-10-26T05:51:03Z

I'm completely about to break. I want to skip class, I want to not show up to work, I want to just give up. I've worked myself into the ground. I'm doing 30 hours a week at work and I'm full time at school with classes loaded up with final papers and midterms. Traffic has been getting worse and my commute takes up to 3 or 4 hours of the day now. I have no money. The payment for my ticket is due in a few days. And I just - can't - remember the last time I got more than 5 hours of sleep in one night. I think it's been weeks. I don't know. I just don't know. I don't have time for it. I mean, something has to be wrong when I don't even have time to sleep. And I always feel sick. My attention span is gone...I can't handle any of this. What do I do?

I don't want to cry. I don't want to. I want to let go. But my determination to do what I want to do kicks me in the ass so hard that if I let go, I'll hate life even more.

I'm going to have to skip Good Clean Fun on Saturday to do homework. Good Clean Fun. I know every word to their songs and I quote them like the Bible. I don't think I could feel any worse right now.

I'd rather be falling asleep on Jason's couch watching another non-scary scary movie. Crying is so unproductive.

Goodnight.

Choice of law schools

2005-10-25T00:13:36Z

Georgetown(hahahhaa...yeah right)
GMU
University of Richmond
Catholic University

So here's the deal. I'm going to save up for my last year and a half in college, then move to either Alexandria, DC, or Richmond -- depending on where I end up at school. I also plan to drag Meg with me by the ears and we're going to be smart asses and kick booty in law school, then pass the bar, and become really angry lawyers somewhere else. If I don't get into law school (which is highly doubtful -- University of Richmond Law looks easy as shit), I can still get a good job having finished my degree and try for law school later.

So basically I have a year and a half left before I'm done with all of this lame shit and life really starts. I'm excited. These past two and a half years have flown by, one and a half more won't be much. :-)

We party hard, we party gross

2005-10-23T12:41:02Z

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etc etc you get the point.